Snipers hit their marks; Guards fall down from a rifle to the heart. Let em fall slow - i know you had your fears but you can let em all go.
Government knows me as ;♥Carla Jane Smith ,. I'm sure you heard of it but I'm going to start off by saying that I'm totally different from any impression this vanity site can give you about me. Well for starters Im a lover and a fighter ; i get angry easily, but im working on it. I party, sleep & think way to much. Im strong and independent , i've been broken - but never been shattered. ♥ & I honestly don't give a flyinq FUHK about your feelings(: I'm too trill to live a life surrounded by scum & get no where. I am Blessed with beauty &+ brain. I am an ambitious person , with high set goals , which i will maintain very soon , to benefit my future. My standards are very high, so if you dont meet my qualifications , then i dont talk to ya (: GROWNWOMAN to be exact. I want nothing but the ABSOlUTE best for me , my friends & family . I am independent ; Do ya know what that mean? Not dependent on a nigga or a bitch to succeed. I do pretty damn well on my ownn ! I've been heatbroken! But thats life, they more like headaches to me. & Love is like painnnn & no amount of medication will make it go away ! Ive fucked up a lot & made mistakes that i am still learning from till this day. I always tend to give my all . I am a reallllllllL ass female ;WHO KEEPS IT ONE HUNDRED , no matter what the circumstances are. I keep it real, ill tell you how it is. I never sugar coat shit. Ill treat you the way i wanna be treated. True definition of a RIDE OR DIE is what i am. basically been there for friends thru thick & thin! Alot of people call me a cold hearted bitch . But im really not .[: Call me a bixtch, i smile(: Never say sorry for how you feel , because thats like apoloqizing for being real. Pain breeds strength - trust your struggle. My ideal man is old , white , & wrinkled on a piece of paper $. I think i finally came to that point in my life where im happy with myself. & Dont have to change or be a certain way for people to like me. Im just me - dont like it ? Then screw you. At the end of the day you look up to me. Some people deserve second chances because they werent ready for the first , but some people dont deserve second chances because they will never change. He lost me - even though i was already gone. He was stupid enough to walk away , so im smart enough to let him go. Moved on & realized , people really love the way i am. I deserve a man who treats me well ♥ The rest of my life story is still unwritten. I believe in Karma , what goes around ; comes around. But shyett get @ me in a post or message, i will get bakk at you either way it goes. # : Ask for it? #GetToKnowMe!